This one is to Art and Friendships :-)

I haven't worked much in last few days.... Strangely, I don't know what has come over me but I'm enjoying life without any guilt and life is leading me.... :-) An inner voice keeps telling me you are safe and just go out there and enjoy without a worry. Yes, problems continue and life is very messy and uncertain right now but well what the hell. Not that I want to ignore the problems and not solve them or escape them but I want to take it easy. For those who know me, they know I’m a panic-er... but aha not this time... :-)

Saw a couple of movies in the last few days - Gangs of wasseypur - 2 and Shirin Farhad ki toh nikal padi.... strange names na!! Liked both of them... Although, I'd say GOW 1 was way better than GOW 2. Saturday is going to be eventful.... An interview in noon, followed by an evening date with my best friend also my lil' sister Teena (we are planning to meet at Indian Habitat Center) - I'll be seeing her after months.....!!! 

Worry attacks are different than panic attacks!

It amazes me how much do we worry about our future. Have you ever wasted hours and hours pondering and worrying about tomorrow? About what the future holds?? Most of my worry-attacks come at night :) When I entangle myself in the threads of love, studies, career, money, future, job, friendships, marriage and endless such things... 

A lost tale *dreamy eyes*

It Sunday and I have loads of work to finish.. Sitting on the bed, staring at the laptop, trying to work, listening to my favourite show on the radio "Yaad Shehar with Neelesh Misra" - Beautiful narration of stories and classics blended together. I like getting lost in his voice and his way of narration. I live the stories, I feel them around me, I get lost in the lives of characters being talked of.

My first BLOG... yay!!

It has been very long since I created this blog but I never got to time or the will to write anything. I always had excuses... :P That's just the way I'm in life too. I go after things/people/relations which seem difficult to get and I always manage to get them and eventually lose interest! *opps* - was I supposed to blurt this online? It somehow ends up becoming too easy for me - too useless and too boring.. (Will surely talk about this someday) Like Delhi - the city I grew up in.. Now I find it too boring, too familiar. I like getting lost, I like the fear that I may not ever find my way, the panic and then the sweet victory... Dramatic I'm :P